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i'd take another chance.take a fall.take a shot for you.

my da yi ma came to look for me today :(
and she'll be staying for the next few days.boo.
no wonder i was so tired & moody in school.
my friends said i looked fierce in sch today.
really meh?HAHA.
anw.sch ended super early today.
baba & i didnt go & try out dragonboating.
so tgr w a few other classmates,wnt dwn to united square.
cos ben & jerry's was having free cone day (:
super long queue ok.
and of cos,there were some cheapos who queued a 2nd time while they were still munching on their first cone.
singaporeans...
i had strawberry cheesecake fav.
super good.made my day aft all the boring lects.haha.
and i dropped 2 bucks into the donation box which this poor b & j girl was trying so hard to get those in the queue to put some money in.
anw,its for a good cause (:
have been doing research even since i reached home.
& im still nt done.goodness.
i seriously dislike gg to sch now.
roar.

school was fine today.
baba & i were chatting during lect.
a classmate sitting in frnt of us stuffed tissue into his ears.LOL.
so mean.tsk tsk.
ok la.but i tink we were really too indulged in our conversation to realise that we were disturbing others.
sorry :(
went to watch the jnrs' match against tp.
at clementi.
somehow,history repeated itself.
just like our last game against jj last year.at the very same court.similarly,it was our deciding match.
well,i guess most of them did put up a v good fight during the last quart.
so yup.
though your nats may be over,im sure you guys haf taken away precious memories over the 2 yrs.
the bond among the team.the punishments & screamings endured as a team.the many rounds you all ran tgr.the fun times u all had.the downs you all managed to overcome tgr.
and yes,being part of the srjc bball team (:
im proud to say that i belonged to the sr team.
are you? (:

Labels: away from me.

im so sleepy now.
still left w so much research to do.
frigging irritating.argh.

well,on a happier note,i had a great sat w ah qin,ah qui & sarah! (:
ikea-ed w ah qin & ah gui.
big bullies,i tell u!
keep disturbing me w that rat stuff toy.
i hate rats cos of their long tails!hahaha.
had fun exploring the child section.
relived our 2nd childhood (:
had hotdog bun!so yummy & it was only a buck. (:
left to meet sarah at gardens aft her work.
headed to chomp chomp!
ordered so much food!40 dollars worth i think.HAHA.
so sinful.but so good :D
stingray.oh lua.chicken wings.popiah.sugarcane.dessert.
lalala.
initially wanted to head to k-garden to sing.
but there were no rooms available then.
so our nxt best alternative was to MAHJONG at sarah's house! (:
mj-ed & briged till ard 5am.
poor ah gui had to work at 10 in the mrng.
ah gui...dont pms at work ok?when u're moody,jus think of ur pinky!haha.
anw.i love you guys! (:
thanks for making my saturdays so nice to look forward to.hee.

wouldnt it help if both of you just give in to each other for once?
let me have some peace,please.
i need my breathing space.

on a happier note,meeting up with the ballers tmr to catch a movie! (:
yay!
and the jnrs won aj today!!!
41-23 (:
CONGRATS!
and jiayou for the game on monday!
you all can do it.srjc team. (:

big brain academy says i have the brains of a fashion stylist.LOL

never in my life haf i been so overwhelmed by school in the first few weeks.
so many terms to rmb for anatomy.
deltoid tuberosity.pectoralis major.olecranon fossa etc.
dont be surprised if i started talking funny one day.
like saying "my humerus & patella are hurting" instead of simply saying that my arm & knee are aching.
pls forgive me ok?haha.
and then we still haf physiology which is all about bio.
which i failed to undrstnd during As and till now,i still dont. -.-
and many others.
apart from that,i haf classmates who are super hardworking.
but im not motivated.how like that?
still enjoying myself,although i always tell myself that i must study.
despite having nice friends in class,i cant help but look forward to every weekend.
why?cos i enjoy the feeling of sleeping in,the feeling of not having to worry about learning more chim terms,and simply,i love the company i get every sat (:
well on the brighter side,meeting my ballers this sat again for movie!yay!
please try to motivated me if u get to see this post ok?
i know it will be hard,jus try.HAHA.

to the jnrs:
ALL THE BEST for ur match tmr!jiayou! (:

team (:
try spotting ah san!HAHA.
ms rivera.the one who watched us as we grew (:
ah san break-dancing!LOL.
the colourful slippers that ah qin bought for us from thai.
yellow (ah qin's); blue (ah gui's); orange (mine); green (sarah's); red (ah san's)

Labels: our passion.our game.

i felt so loved today! (:
my whole team went back to sr to ply against the jnrs!
note the word.whole.a full team.
dont jeals ah. (as quoted frm ah qin,short form for jealous.LOL)
haha.
the last time we actually met up as a complete team was during farewell last yr?
haha.anyhows.i really am proud of us.
making the effort to come back together.hee.
although we lost,i think our defense was good.just lagged the offense part.
LAO DEs,jiayou ok?we can do it during alumni! (:
din din at hougang mall (ms r's favourite-est)
hokkien mee & oh lua (the oyster & flour DELICACY.haha.) for dinner were really sinful.
but who cares.haha.
eunice is really happy!and thanks those who made her evening!haha. (:

do you want to be my motivator? (:

school has been great!
haha.i haf a new buddy.
same frequency as me!HAHA.
her silliness always gets me through the boring lectures aft lunch.hee.
thks baba!
and i haf a new name frm her,baboon.dont ask me why.haha.

another fantastic weekend spent :D
sat mrng was spent in sch.
had OT (fyi,its occupational therapy) orientation.
played this game modified frm twister.
and my arm muscles are aching today. -.-
ok.im lousy.HAHA.
spent the night w ah gui,sarah & sharon. (:
my consecutive fifth sat spent w the ballers.hee.
celebrated sharon's bday (though a day belated).
had Yuki Yaki for dinner.
the fish & prawns there were super fresh & GOOD (:
really nice.haha.
the best part was ice cream making.haha.
thank goodness we had ah gui - the ice cream expert w us.hee.
she made v good ice cream from some not-so-tasty mixture.haha.
thank you ah gui! (:
and then came the surprise cake for sharon.
mango mousse!hee.
so nice,i cldnt help but helped myself to a 2nd piece.hee.
how guilty.hahaha.
but nvm.im glad we enjoyed ourselves!
thank you girls for that wonderful 4 hours we spent tgr.
i really had fun! (:
cant wait to see you guys on the coming wed.hee.
then we can go for DIN DIN again! (:


i think we haf tried our best in helping you already.
cant help it if you're always giving excuses.
cant help it if you think you're alrdy trying your best.
cant help it if you dont want to change.
cnat help it but feel v disappointed w you.
cant help it but feel its partly my fault.
if it really is,im sorry ok.
but i think i haf already tried my best in trying to make you come to your senses.
:(

to end off on a happier note,HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SHARON! (:

well some updates for these few days.
bk-ed at vivo w mal,liyi and andrew last night.
and of cos,we air-hockeyed!favourite-est game in the arcade.hee.
and we pool-ed for an hr or so.
gf suggested we took 80 hme instead of mrt-ing.
and yeah we did and i finally got a chance to update her on stuffs.haha. :]
lalala.i love my gf the most!
anw.sch strted at 2 in the aftnn today and so.
decided to head dwn to ubi to get my driving stuff settled.
waiting,waiting and more waitings!
the service quite slow ah.haha
but the worst was when i was waiting for my turn to get my pdl.
before getting the pdl,one must pass this eyesight test first.
so there was this irritating shithead who had a number ahead of mine.
and when he was doing his eye test,he took such a longggg time ok.
when i say long,i really mean it.
its like its so frigging obvious that he is colourblind. (or at least i could tell?)
he took like 15 mins to distinguish b/w red,green & orange.
and the auntie behind the counter was so patient w him.
dont know whats her prob also.
i was secretly hoping that the centre had some hidden hole on the floor that would pull him in when they decided that he was taking too much of time.HAHA.
i tink only sarah,ah gui & ah qin will undrstnd.lol.
anyway.sch was great.
we were having physiology lab session when 5 of us sneaked out and ran all the way to the other blk to attend the cca fair.HAHA.
and then we ran all the way back to class -.-
haha.so silly,but FUN.haha (:
well,im fine alrdy.in case u are wondering if im still emo.
nope.im doing fine really.haha.
thks to those who reassured me that everytink is gg to be fine.
really appreciate it ((:

Labels: dirty lil secret.

wee!im happy ((:
today's prob the bestest day of this week!
haha.
and i get to go to sch at 11 tmr.
and 2pm on fri.LOL.
though this means that i will be able to slp till a ltr time,bt i rather sch strts earlier and end early.haha.

sch strted today.
not that sch was bad or what,but maybe cos it felt diff frm jc.tats y i didnt really feel happy today.
bt my class really is alrite.jus gif me some time. (:
speaking of jc...i really miss those days.
talked to elaine on msn.reminsced.
though i really hated lectures & tutorials,i looked forward to gg to sch each day.
cos of my friends & my team.
i miss the days when i irritated the crap out of ms lee during econs lessons.
i miss the days we gossiped in gp classes.
i miss the days when we always do silly tinks in phys class that made mr hon disappointed w us. (not that im a sadist luh!)HAHA.
i miss the days when the team had to do suicide despite us alrdy half dead aft trngs.
i miss the days the smelly us had to do 30 sit ups all tgr as a team.
i miss the days when ms r screamed at us during our games.
well i really miss those good old days.
the fact is that im afraid to move on.
i rather be kept in these memories.than to tell myself to give my new environment a chance as i settle dwn.
i jus feel quite insecure.
w/o those familiar faces besid me.
sobs sobs.
anw wnt to watch the jnrs' first nationals game.
against SA.
i guess most of them really gave in their best & put up a great fight.
although they lost,im still v proud of them.
cos i noe they tried. (:
felt better over dinner w ah gui n sharon.
this sense of familiarity & comfortable-ness.
pls someone.tell me everytink will be alrite in the new environment.tell me i will be fine.
cos im scared,but i duno why. :(

anyway.i kept thinking if it was my fault.
im sorry if i am really the cause.
i'll help you in everyway i can.
i promise.

this one's different. (:

just realised that my weekends have been really activities-packed recently.
which is great!haha.
went back to sjc on fri nite to supposingly help out in the sj trng camp.
haha.but i tink we slacked more than contributed.lol.
reminsce a lil by doing footdrill in our slippers.hee.
i must say we havent deproved much u know (:
tai-tee-ed and bridged in our room.
great time spent.esp when we havent seen each other in a long longggg time.haha.
wnt to syf on sat w ah gui,ah qin & 2 of ah qin's sec sch friends.
i tell u,the world is super small!
turns out that i kind of know ah qin's 2 friends.
one's my pri sch friend.the other's my sj snr's sis.haha!
deyi's band was solid.they clinched gold w honours,best drum major & best display.
bowen achieved a gold (:
congrats ppl!
cabbed dwn to sbc to watch the jnr's game against yj.
and sr won!
bestest game played ever ok.
the jnrs reali gave their best (:
sweet victory.hee.
the coach on the other side was so mean.
he actuali abandoned his girls when he knew they were losing.
how unprofessional can he be man?the least thing he cld do was to encourage them to press on.
thank god ms rivera didnt do that to us whenever we were lagging behind in games.
and best,he scolded the referee.
how i wished he had gotten a technical file man.
i know im mean.but if u were there,i bet u wld haf felt the same.LOL.
ended the day off by having dinner.
ms rivera's treated us.so sweet of her (:
i love the sr team!

saturday was major fun!
headed to sentosa w sarah,ah gui n ahqin. (:
brought in our very delicious macs breakfast.
played volleyball and touch rubgy but gave up aft awhile cos we were out of breath.
sorry we are old.HAHA
ended up plying bridge. -.-
haha.buay tan han.all gamblers.haha.
and i had fun scaring jg w seaweeds.HAHA.
kayaked.but i tink we were lazing on the kayak most of the time.haha.
was an amazing sat spent w an amazing grp of people (:
and when w were gg to shower,some girl told us not to use the first 2 cubicles.
cos she spotted some camera light or sumtink.
stupid pervertic shit.
i would haf pulled out that pervert's nostril hair if he was caught by us man.
anw we took turns to look out for each other while we showered.
if not duno mus wait how lng man.
headed to vivo for carl's.
and then to bishan to watch rule #1.
didnt really like the storyline actually.haha.
but it was the company that reali mattered.
and sometink reali ridiculous happened while we were trying to pass time while waiting for the movie to strt...
went to the arcade.
and this reali kuku arcade auntie claimed that we were wearing sch based shorts.
when the shorts merely had an fbt on it.
wao lao.who dont noe that fbt is jus a brand like adidas and nike etc.
and she jus kept arguing that we were trying to lie our way through.
despite how hard we were trying to explain the situation to her.
so pek chek ok.esp when we were all burning frm our sunburns.
such a SPOILER.
other than this incident,it was a contented sat spent. :) hee.
haf this reali bad sunburn now.
and the bottom of my feet is cao tai-ed cos i walked barefooted on the sand.
crap.haha.but no pain,no gain.
anw,wnt to yjc tgr w the ballers to support the jnrs' match against yj.
they reali put up a great fight during the 3rd and 4th quarters. (:
everyone was chionging man.haha
anw during the game,i so wanted to stuff my slippers into ppl's mouth.
yes,i noe im violent.HAHA.
but he was so noisy.if i were the referee,i wld haf given him a technical file to shut him up.
got onto my nerves man.
dinner-ed at kfc and headed home.haha
i dont want to go to work tmr!!!
argh.
how now brown cow.

finally its the weekends tmr!
yay! (:
cant wait man.i need a B-R-E-A-K!
rarr...
anw some updates.
met up w the ballers ytd evening.
jnrs' match against ny was postponed due to the rain.
so in the end wnt dinner.
laughed so much on the way that i didnt feel guilty eating dinner.HAHA.
dinner was short.but sweet. (:
QUALITY time.hee.
work was somewhat bad today.
somehow quarrelled w one of the aunties there.
i cant b bothered anw.
haha.
meeting up w sarah,ah gui n ah qin tmr!SENTOSA! ((:
yay!
my saturday here i come (:

and can someone pls slap me?
btt's on mon and i havent touched my book...
how now brown cow...
maybe dont slap me.jus remind me!HAHA.

Labels: whatever will be, will be.

my cough's super persistent.
it seems to b getting worse.
so irritated by it.ROARS.
think i will die from lung infection soon if it continues man.
i dont wan.im only eighteen-gg-ninteen :(
please let the cough go away soon.
please.