Designer: NAT
Coding: Manikka
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i am weird.
everyone who knows me well enough will know that im super timid.
especially when it comes to supernatural stuff.
this is to the extent that im even afraid of walking through the haunted house in escape theme park.
i cannot stand walking through ghostly/haunted houses in theme parks.
if its a ride,i can still consider.
but walking is a no way.lol.
BUT...i love watching and scaring myself with horror movies.
half the time,half my face is covered by my fingers.
but i love the thrill.
dont ask me why.lol
so...does anyone want to watch friday the 13th with me?
text me yup! (:
HAPPY be-earlied LABOUR DAY TO ALL!
its a holi-holiday!
:D

some updates.
yeasterday...received director list's certificate. (:
i still remembered telling my friend that since i didnt get it last sem,i wanted to get it this sem.
and i did.happy for myself!
really need to thank god and everyone else who opened this door for me - that is,coming to nyp to do OT.
and i love what im doing now.although there's the really packed cirriculum.but thank god again for the great people around me. (:
anw...got my new specs today!
haha.
and not going tioman anymore cos there's no more vacancies.
but will be heading to JB on sat with the yep mates!
lalala.
till then. (:

my parents are super cute.
a few weeks ago...they asked me if i had a bf
cos everytime i stayed out late,my friend would drive a few of us home.
so they thought its my bf.
so i told them no.
they believed.
today,they asked me again.
but this time when i said no.
they were not convinced :/
they still told me that its ok to have a bf and must bring home to let them see who im always staying out with.
totally insist to the max.
lol.
i want to faint.haha.
anyways,i went to make my new specs today. (:
so i will no longer have to complain of difficulties in seeing from the back.
and my parents agreed to let me go tioman but now we are scared there's no vacancies. :/
and my right knee is slightly swollen.
last night went to blu jaz with some of the yep mates again (i think its our 3rd week) till it was closing.
and while we were crossing the road to get a cab,i fell cos the curb was very slippery.
in the end had an abrasion. :/
lalala.im now very high over tioman.so hopefully there will be vacancies for us.
till then. (:

i no longer know how to convince myself.
i already tried my best to draw that line.
well,lets leave it to fate alrights? (:

tmr will be one month since we came back from cambodia.
how fast time flies.
i still miss the place and the friendships alot. :/
anyways,tonight we had our talentime after school.
it was great! (:
THANKS to the adhoc team who planned it.
and everyone was really enthusiatic (:
and 08 batch rocks yeah?
hee.
my class won the most entertaining award for our performance.
hahaha. :D
everyone around me was really high and we had our own "dont forget the lyrics" and i went up to sing one sentence.hahaha.
i love the OTs! (:
we will work,play and survive through this sem together!
sidetrack a lil...im starting to get worried for my driving practical...
i havent driven for MONTHS.
and my test's on 14th may.
need to chiong to the max.
lol.
some lil exciting update...probably going to tioman next friday (which happens to be labour day) with the yep mates!
excite leh!
till then.
:D

Labels: lean on me. (:

an update about school...
was the latest for class on the first day,15 mins late. :/
wore jc uniform.initially to bluff the freshmen.but i think in the end,was to have fun amongst ourselves.haha.
went to celebrate owen's birthday with the YEP mates after school.
surprise was quite successful i must say. (:
today...
headed to united square after school with the OT mates to get ice-cream.
cos its BEN'S AND JERRY'S FREE CONE DAY!
but when we got there,it was 6 plus and the queue was super long.
thus we might not be able to get it even if we queued.
so headed to udders across the street.
the orange plus dark chocolate ice cream was heavenly.
thick to the max :D
i love my friends cos they love to eat!hahaha (:
anyways...my mum's super sweet.
she got me a primary school science guidebook.no,not bcos im retaking PSLE.
but bcos i was complaining the other day that i didnt know how to teach primary 6 science.
so tada,she bought it.
and she totally understands me.she knew i had no money.and gave me extra allowance.
feel quite guilty.but when i earn money next time,she will be the first i share my money with.
haha.plus im now taking up tuition to save up money for myself so that i wont have to keep taking money from my parents.
sidetrack a lil...maybe going to tioman on labour day.but not confirmed yet.
and im planning to get flowers delivered to my house and my mum's office on mother's day eve eve for my grandma and my mum.hahaha. (:
cos my friend's taking orders.
so anyone who's interested,just send me a message.i can give you more details. (:
till then.

night cycling was great! (:
ours became a mini foodhunt session.haha.
cycled from ecp to geylang for beancurd and durian. :D
then further down to bedok,tanah merah,simei and tampines.
then of cos,all the way back to ecp.
by the time,we returned our bikes at 9am (we started at about 12 plus officially),our butts were aching.
can feel the trianglar shape of the seat imprinted. -.-
but well,no pain no gain!
more please!
(:

yes,im going to whine about school starting soon again.
but i promise this will be the last one before i whine again on sunday.HAHA.
anyway,saw the timetable today.
end at 6pm on 2 days,5pm on another 2 days and 4pm on one day.
plus lessons start at 8am for 2 days (though not starting from the first week.thank god.)
library's going to be my best friend again soon. (:
and we collected 4 sets of lecture notes today,
seems like god is helping me.
cos i didnt know how to start revising the tons of work from last sem and today we got our new notes and hopefully i will see some light soon.
oh well,im so going to start taking up my student role again and at the same time,enjoy the rest of the holidays to the max.
till then.

school's starting in a week's time.
i need to start adapting to hectic life again.oh man.
oh wells.at least i had a really meaningful holiday.
being to cambodia was like god's gift to me - being able to help,step out of my comfort zone,experience great hospitality,making new friends im sure i want to keep for the rest of my life.
meeing up with the deemies,the ballers and my poly friends and not forgetting, trying to spend time with my family.
and exercising - badminton,touch rugby,basketball,frisbee,captain's ball and also a short trek at bukit timah hill (:
hee.
so i guess im satisfied. :D
sidetrack a little,currently very in love with "1,2,3,4".haha (:

Plain White T (1,2,3,4)

1-2-1-2-3-4

Give me more loving than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feeling sad
Tell me I'm special even when I know I'm not
Make it feel good when it hurts so bad
Barely get mad
I'm so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy

It's as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There's only ONE thing (one)
TWO do (two)
THREE words (three)
FOUR you... (four)
(I love you) I love you
There's only ONE way (one)
TWO say (two)
Those THREE words (three)
And that's what I'll do... (four)
(I love you) I love you

Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make it feel good when it hurts so bad
The best that I've had
And I'm so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy

It's as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There's only ONE thing (one)
TWO do (two)
THREE words (three)
FOUR you... (four)
(I love you) I love you
There's only ONE way (one)
TWO say (two)
Those THREE words (three)
And that's what I'll do... (four)
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you

You make it easy
It's as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There's only ONE thing
TWO do
THREE words
FOUR you...
(I love you) I love you
There's only ONE way
TWO say
Those THREE words
And that's what I'll do...
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
1-2-3-4
I love you
(I love you) I love you

an update of my life recently.haha.
but im too lazy to give details so maybe just a summary.LOL.
recently...
i have played ball,watched 12 rounds and the unborn,sentosa-ed,brewerkz-ed,got a little high (my friends said i was drunk but i dont think so),tao-huayed at yishun/sembawang in the middle of the night,opened my house to the deemies (:,went to people like us cafe,went timbre @ old school (almost fainted when going there cos of the long flight of stairs.HAHA.no la,im not that weak),gave moral support and eye power (my best ability! :D) at a friend's house while some of them were doing video in the middle of the night...
i think thats all.my life's not very exciting la.
lol.
school's going to reopen...
in one way,its good cos it takes my mind off stuff.on the other hand,i think i will need morning call for the first week.sleep cycle has been really weird. -.-

i was surfing randomly and i dont know why and how i came across the song "hold on to our dream"...
and for those who were from SJC...you girls remember this song? (:
i miss secondary school :/
i miss the innocence we had at that point of time.
come to think of it,secondary school was probably one of the best times most of us had...
young and carefree... (:

IJ spirit burning bright,fill this world with love and light.
light that shines for all to see,love that set our spirits free.
IJ friendships through the years,born of simple joys and tears.
something tells us deep inside,IJ friends are friends for life. (:
hold on to our dream...

its been a week since we have returned from cambodia...
and i still feel empty somehow.
:/ despite many programmes organised.
on the other hand,thank god for these programmes...if not i think i will be even more lost.
i miss the innocence,the willingness,the friendship,the love.