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i guess it will be an ot future for me.
3 years for a diploma and a year overseas for a degree.
so 4 years in total.so not too bad la i guess?
haha.
and i think i wan to specialise in paeds in future! (: or maybe mental health.
actually im really lucky that my class is quite nice.
as in nobody's being outcasted.
unlike my other educations whereby definitely there would be one or a few in the class who's being left out and all.
so yup im going to stop ranting about how sucky sch life is.
cos at one point in life,everytink jus has to go on.
life doesnt stop progressing jus bcos i dont want it to.
though a lil disappointed but well learning to move on. (:
anw,i fell aslp on the way back home today.
and i kept banging my head against the window.
got once it was super loud la.
see,thats y i dont like to slp on the bus... -.-
anw im going to start driving lessons on fri!
quite excited.hahaha.wish me all the best (:

oh well physiology test is finally over.
but i dont think i will do well and all.cos i know it.
anyway i gave my best in studying already.so no letting down of myself.
yup.
no other major exams and all till 7 more weeks.so i guess i can relax for a lil for now?
haha.
but of cos there are still the never ending projs to be submitted.
3 down,4 more to go.and 2 more reports.
anw.our eng presentation went really smoothly.im so proud of us!
we had so lil rehearsals due to the lack of time.
but we did it. (:
had din din w ah qin,ah gui & sarah at the guo tei coffee shop.
ate my fav sesame chicken,sambal prawns & fish soup! :D
and we headed dwn to serangn central's macs and bridged.
the green tea mcflurry was good.i like!
haha.
as usual there were the squabbles b/w ah gui & ah qin,but they are really cute u know.
they make life more interesting (:
as well as sarah,my best bridge partner whom i love her so much i peel her prawns for her.hahaha.
really enjoy the times i spend w them.
during those moments,every worry jus seemed to have vanished.
im not exaggerating.its true (:

i would rather things remain this way.

sentosa-ed ytd with ah qin,ah gui,sarah & sharon (:
as usual it was great.
but i got sunburnt on my shoulder blades again.
cos i was busy putting sunblock on my arms & face,i forgot boud my shoulders.
haha.
then we headed to ps for sarah to service her phne as well as to haf din din.
had swensens! (:
anw sarah & sharon left.and janetta came along.
wnt to sim lim square to search for ah qin's ipod classic.
and then decided to walk to arab street/haji lane.
but by the time we went to both places,most of the shops were closed alrdy -.-
in the end we settled for grapevine.
fav. chill-out place (:
talked boud sec sch life & all.
i guess they all now know that my pet peeve is that i cant stand people who say things halfway.
like "i got something to tell u...but ah...nvm".
i seriously cannot stand these kind of crap.
u wan me to listen but u dont want to tell me.
then u tell me how.LOL.
anw went to visit my grandma at ttsh today.
am so glad she's so so so much better now! (:
last week at this time,she was like semi-concious and all.
she actually told the nurses that her children names were ah huas and ah bengs.
or sumtink.hahaha.
side-track a lil. i saw a jeep again today.last night also saw one.
i like jeeps.there's this v safari-like feeling boud them.
maybe one day i will import one.
when i learn how to start saving money in the long run.hoho.

hahaha i did something really silly just now.
i got so bored studying.
i strted playing music on my phone.
& sang out loudly.
and then i told my bro "a good singer must haf background dancers"
so i tried to ask him to dance while i sing.
i expected him to turn down my request but he didnt!
hahaha aft some persuasion,he actually danced super silly-ly.
while i sang horrendously.
oh while.our very own mini concert :D
im so happyyy cos he's seldom so nice to me ok.
lala.


So I told you with a smile 'It's all about you'

CONGRATS to ah san for passing her driving test! (:
anw went for hep B jab just now.
the doctor whom i consulted was -.- so dao ok.
cannot stand her.
but the nurses who helped w the jab were super nice.
haha.the one who injected me was so professional.
she knew i was anti-needles and so she did it quick & gentle.
not painful at all.serious.haha
my blue black is like many many many times more painful.HAHA.
anw if u are wondering why im getting this jab,
its for my course.haha we need to be immuned against hep b before getting in contact w patients.so yup.
anw im feeling better alrdy i guess?
just taking things a step at a time.
yup.

Labels: best friends.

balled at braddell heights jus now.
was great working out!
i feel good.
decided not to haf din din w them cos i was quite tired.
but i duno what struck me along the way to the bus stop to attempt to walk home.
perhaps the good weather.
or maybe cos i needed some quiet time for myself aft all that happened recently.
well,i guess its more of the latter.
anw i didnt walk all the way home.stopped 2 stops away cos my bro called & irritated me.
but it was damn shiok still. (:
how i wish the wind could carry all the unhappy stuff away.
but ok.i got snapped back to reality.
oh well.thats life.
take it or leave it.

keeping it inside it's killing me.

some updates.
balled ytd evening.and i biked dwn to the kovan court.
ah san nicknamed my bike "xiao ke ai".
lol.
anw i sustained 3 blue-blacks & 2 cuts frm cycling.
the blue-blacks & 1 cut were inflicted by ah san when she cycled me.
hahaha.
and the other one was when i fell down while attempting to sit on my bike.
i need to cycle on even roads la.
keep banging into edges & corners.
lucky there was ah qin to gif me some directions.
if not,i tink i would haf taken super long to go hme.HAHA.
caught the happening w ah qin,sarah & janetta today evening.
the ending was quite abrupt though.
haha.
but well,company was good as usual! :D
though ah gui decided that working was more impt than us. :(
we wnt to look at the puma bike.glow in the dark.
and it costs 2,900 bucks.
hahaha.i tink i save till nxt yr also not enough.

yupyup anw.pls pls forgive me if i'm moody or anytink recently.
i will try to b happy.but just in case.
im really tired.more to the mental side i guess.
exhausted to the extent,i cant cry anymore.
for those who know what happened,thks for reassuring me & all.
for those who dont,gif me some time to sort tinks out.
i like to stay out late nowadays cos i hate the feeling of emptiness.
all i want now,is for everything to be alright again.
everything has made realise that nothing should be taken for granted.
im sorry.
i love you.

wah lao.im feeling super irritated now ok.
imagine not being at home for only one night
and when you return the next day,there are 123456789 emails awaiting for you to reply.
maybe not so exaggerating.but still alot.
and most of the time,the sender of these emails jus sent them w/o bloody thinking about what they are writing.
gosh.i hate them la.seriously.
talk and talk and talk but NO action.
pardon me for me being moody.
but try being in my shoes.and you will know.
anw.on a happier note,ballers bbq at ah san's house was definitely great!
though i lost money during mahjong.
and almost killed a frog,i tink.
im afraid of frogs ok.
so when we were walking across this path,i was still saying "please ah,dont come out now".
so that rats & frogs wont scared the hell out of me.
and this v smart frog had to jump out at the v wrong time.
so ah qin & i both stepped on it.crap.
hope its alright.
anw.balling w them ltr (:
fit fit!

i think i was unglam on the bus just now.
i fell aslp & i had this funny dream.
someone was trying to feed me.and irritate me at the same time.
so this person was holding the spoon further away and away from my mouth.
and i had to stretch my neck and lift my head up & up to eat.
and i tink in reality,my head was going up like in my dream.
imagine what the other ppl on the bus would tink i was doing.
and i cant rmb who was it trying to feed me.HAHA.
thats y i nvr like slping on the bus when im alone.

today's a great day! (:
went back to sch for proj meeting.
& we were told that anatomy prac results were out.
yay!i got a B (:
hohoho.
im contented w my results cos i really did my best already & furthermore,the test week was terrible w soooo much committments.
so i guess it was quite well done?hee.
headed back to sr to ball.
great work-out.
aft which we headed for sinful kfc but well,we did ball again aft we ate.
but this time at kovan cc court.
and i feel great now!& fit.
long time since i felt so healthy.
lalala.
eunice is happy! :D
& sidetrack a lil,but im so gg to catch you dont mess w zohan!
its a must-watch!

what does one get for spending one mrng & half of the aftnn at pasir ris park?
sunburn -.- and a swell on my knee.
damn painful la.
when we were plying some catching game,
this girl & i collided.
she's quite skinny you know.
so im wondering if she got injured in the process.
cos my knee is painful -.-
next time u need weather forecast,tell me ok?
i tink my knee's quite accurate!HAHAHA.
anw.congrats to ah gui & sarah for passing ur ftt! :D

headache. :(
I HATE GETTING HEADACHES!
the feeling as if something's trying to bang its way out.
blah.
& sleeping's the perfect solution for a situation like this.
5 plus more hrs to rest before i haf to drag myself up to pasir ris park.
nights world.

great time last night
finally had my crabs! :D



I remember the time my balance was fine
And I was just walking on one fine wire
But It's frayed at both the ends
And I'm slow unraveling

im so tired.mentally drained.
but im glad.really relieved that everything's over.
this week was terrible.
so much to do,yt so lil time.
2 tests.socio test was good i guess (:
anat prac test was much better than i expected.
i guess i didnt let myself down yeah?at least i really studied.
never studied so hard in my life before.goodness.haha.
2 presentations down.few more to go aft the hols.
but im gg to enjoy my weekends before i strt slogging my life away again.
tmr's the last day of sch before hols start!
finally a well-deserved break for all of us. :D


Everything that I hold in
Is everything I can't let go.

hang in there!
just 2 more days.

im not going to complain anymore boud projs,assignments,tests & all.
at least im going to try not to.
cos life has to go on.

decided to gif myself a chance in this course.
going to gif my best in the tests this week.
and if i dont do well,
at least i know i gave my best & maybe this course's really not for me.
and from there,i will plan ahead.
for now,im not going to let myself down.
all the best to me.