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because you dont frigging understand me.

oh crap oh crap.
i think i strained my right wrist.
and i think it happened last wed during mobility class?
when we were busy transferring each other.
and i only realised i hurt it today.
im slow.lol.
its painful when i try erasing or carrying somethink heavier using my right hand.
rarr.
the last time i strained it was aft plying ball & i used my ah ma's medicated plaster.
hahaha.
mabe i shld use that plaster again.
poor wrist.

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way

oh well oh well.its sunday already.

im happy & contented w how i spent my day today (:
at least i wont haf regrets that i didnt enjoy myself today cos there's sch tmr.lol.
balled in the mrng w ah qin,ah gui & sarah.
was tiring but yeah i had fun & got tanner.lalala.
wnt to ps w sarah to satisfy our cravings for bk.mushroom swiss double-all time fave :D
& had a great heart to heart talk w her.hee.
while ah qin went bai bai & ah gui wnt to meet her jc classmates.
met up ltr on to catch made of honour at ard 6 plus.
the female lead in the show's super pretty (:
hee.
another eyecandy!HAHAHA.
anw.i know this sounds a lil mushy & all.
but to ah qin,ah gui & sarah...
thanks for always making my day!i dont know what i would do w/o you guys.
I LOVE YOUs! (:
thank you.

yesterday was great! (:
went cycling w ah qin,ah gui & sarah at east coast.
before that we had scoops ice cream.a treat from ah gui!
thks!hee.
rode the 2 ppl bike w ah qin (i tink its called pillion isit?).
the last time i did that was like in sec 1!haha.
& i rmb ade & i had a v hard time trying to control the bike!
anw.i tink i laughed more than i cycled.
too bad i didnt get any abs...lol.
ytd was also my stepping other ppl's slippers day.
i stepped on ah gui's till hers flew out while she was walking.haha.
who ask her to laugh at me when my slipper fell off while biking.
see,retribution!hahaha.jkjk.
anw.ah gui made our day as usual!
she cycled into this small pole while making a turn.
super funny.& she did that in front of a grp of people!
couldnt stop laughing at her. :D
hahaha.
headed off to queensway on 197.
it was an hr long ride. -.-
i love long bus rides.but not ytd's cos we were all dying of hunger.
haha.
wnt to the alexandra hawker centre.
which happens to be whr my ah gong & ah ma used to sell satay last time.
had the nice prawn mee,satay,stingray & kang kong!
was damn satisfying (:
and the prawn mee auntie & uncle still rmb me!
cool.haha.
walked ard queensway.& headed dwn to hougang plaza's kbox whr we sang till 3am.
we got really high at the part we strted dancing to this chi song.
which i cant rmb its title.
but the actions were damn cute la.haha.
well.another contented sat spent :D
although my butt is aching now.HAHA.

TGIF! (:
finally.lalala.
sch was alrite i guess.
we got super high aft lunch.sang some road traffic song.
something like.look right,look left,look right again...
all the way frm the canteen to our classroom,we were laughing & looking right & left.
HAHA.
im so looking forward to tmr!
cycling & queensway w ah qin,ah gui,sarah & maybe wendy.haha
:D
i seriously love my sats.hee.

its fri tmr!
this week really sucked i tell you.
today was prob the best day of the entire week.
im so digusted by my own attitude towards school.
but i cant help it.
so if u tink i complain too much,then dont read whatever crap i wrote here ok?
i didnt force you to.lol.
i dislike my life now.maybe w the exceptions of sats & the days when i meet up w the close ones.
but in summary,i really hate what im gg through now.
& i doubt things are gg to get any better before the june break.
argh.so in june im definitely gg to go somewhere far so as to get away frm this hectic lifestyle here.
its a promise to myself man.
anw.on a hapier note,met up w dearest mal,layn & di today! (:
this sense of comfort when i saw them.although they always suan me.esp layn!
haha.but you know wat,i dont mind.i jus feel happy w them.
wnt for our kbox session.finally.hee.
mus thk ah qin for her card which helped us saved quite abit.so thks bully! (:
the songs we sang really made me reminsce the days in jc.
those carefree days.
oh well.i think i shouldnt complain so much yeah?
at least i haf super cute friends like sarah,ah gui & ah qin & also,mal,layn & di.
who haf never failed to make me feel loved.
thks girls (: aint u all honoured???hee.
& to the mny others who had been,haf been & will be there for me.thks too!
well.meanwhile,please let us receive some letters w good news in them!pretty please.hee.
till then.

i have a bad feeling that life is going to be like shit till the june hols come.
god please help me get through this period.
i have never felt so drained in my whole life.
serious.no joke.

everytime someone asks me "is this really what u want?"
i realise i dont know.
i dont haf the answer myself.
when i first took up this course,i thought it was more of interactions w ppl kind of stuff.
more about human r/s.
but no.now i know its not.
quite tired of school.
i thought as time goes by,i'll learn to appreciate gg to sch more.i'll strt looking forward to gg to sch.but no.
i dread sch now.baa.tell me what i should do...
nevertheless,i haf wonderful classmates who always talk crap w me.who're of the same frequency as me.lol.
at least i feel some love.HAHA.
& the occassional times whr i get to meet ah qin on the bus aft sch.
and crapped all the way home.
making me forget the unenjoyable lects i had in sch earlier that day.
although she kept saying that i talk v loudly on the bus today -.-
k la.i admit im noisy.LOL.
haha.
anw.maybe someone can teach me how to try & love sch now.
that will certainly be of alot of help... ...

had be-earlied mother's day lunch w my family at swensens ytd.
& also caught the movie speed racer.
not too bad.but its too digital.
haha.
headed to meet ah qin,ah gui & sarah at j8.
ah gui got into sim business marketing!CONGRATS! (:
and she was so elated she treated us to pasta mania.hee.
caught what happens in vegas!
damn cute.though cameron diaz looks quite old,her figure's super hot!lalala.
were deciding whr to go aft the movie.
so for about half an hr,we did notink but stoned & tried v hard to tink of wat we cld do.
but...spore's too small.
sarah was a lil sian so she took the last train home.
while the 3 of us sat by the roadside while waiting for ah qin's papa to come & fetch us.
& i tink i haf a super cute gf.
i called mallory to ask her if she was free & if i cld go her hse.
then aft awhile she msged to ask if i was drunk -.-
haha.LOL.
k anw.aft much consideration till we reali had no idea of whr to go,we decided to head home la.haha
i loved the feeling of sitting in the lorry cos it felt good to be at a higher level than the other cars!HAHA. (:
anw,thks to ah qin's papa for driving us hme,if not we wld haf to cab & thks to all who made me day ytd.i sure had fun!
haha.
to end off,HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all the great mums in the world! (:
& HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY to my dearest affair,elaine! (:
& happy 1st anniversary to me & my ugly scar on my right elbow.HAHA.

TGIF! (:
i think im damn stupid.
i wanted to postpone my ftt to 9 june so that i got more time to study & also that i can go wif sarah & ah gui.
so i happily wnt to the comfort delgro website & checked the ftt schedule.
i misinterpreted the available slots as being marked by "0".
ok im dumb.
so i happily cancelled my 7 june slot & when i wnt back to select the 9 june slot,CANNOT.
sobs thats when i realised i can only take the test on 10 july so that it wont clash with any of my plans.CRAP.
k nvm now i haf plenty of time to study for it.lol.
sleeping at 2.40 am the night before really makes one slow in the mind. -.-
haha.
anyways,im jus so so happy & relieved that its sat tmr!yay! (:
balling in the evening w ah qin,ah gui & sarah.i tink.
then catching what happens in vegas! (:
hee.cameron diaz!lalala.
& i haf got big & ugly blisters on both my feet.
pray for me that they will go away soon ok?
till then.

were having mini msn class discussion about our performance.
deciding on the songs we wanted to use.
one of them suggested daddy dj.
made me reminsce those st john days.
when we did fancy drill using the v same song for the cca orientation.
how i miss those trngs at the basement carpark.
how i miss those days when we choreographed the footdrill steps by ourselves.
(:
anw.met up w the sj peeps for dinner at amk hub.
pepper lunch-ed. (:
wnt to jubilee's arcade.well i had fun.took my mind off unpleasant stuff like the many upcoming projects that we haf to do.
my eyes are tearing now.
no,not because im sad because its nearly 1am and i still haf tons of work yet to be completed.
but because my eyes are feeling sleepy.my goodness.
i need more than 24 hours per day.
anyone want to share some?

i am a confused child.

ytd was great (: despite the disgustingly humid weather.
lunch at fish & co. with the ballers at the park mall outlet.
as usual we took a super longgg time to decide on what we wanted to eat.LOL.
i love the sea monkey freeze!so cheeky & fun.lol
headed to lido to get janetta's fav biscuit & we ended up getting this candy we all ate when we were young.the ones that would melt in your mouth.hee.
trained dow to rp cos thay had to attend college day.
sarah & i managed to sneak in w them cos noboby was there to check the tix.haha.
& we all attracted so much attention when we walked into the auditorium late.
goodness.
surprised ms r w a mini cake for her bday.
i bet she loves us! (:
anw.they were supposed to attend some musical aft the college day.
but skipped in the end cos liquid kitchen at sr gardens sounded more appealling.HAHA :D
while we were at amk hub waiting for 136 to get to gardens,
we met some irritating peoople.
who apparently tried to jump our queue cos they claimed that we didnt look like we were queuing.
& it didnt looked like they knew how to queue properly themselves either.
pot calling the kettle black... -.-
anw.had fun at liquid kitchen.
the ice cream cocktail w bailey's was good (:
played the number game as usual.w a bottle of heneiken's ordered from there.
the rest of our drinks were bought from the 7-eleven nearby. & sneaked in.HAHA.
budget la budget.
we also plyed indian poker & the "i've never..." game!haha.
although i dont tink i drank alot,i was super red la.
haha.felt so hot esp when the place was alrdy v stuffy.
but no.i wasnt drunk.i was still v sober.HAHA.
headed to macs for janetta's doube cheeseburger.
cabbed home w ah qin & ah gui.
it was almost 1.30 when i got home.and my mum was waiting for me.
i thought she would haf gone to bed alrdy.
haha.my mummy loves me!LOL.
its monday tmr...
i wish we had 5 days of weekends instead.
oh man.pre-monday blues again.


letters.letters.letters.letters.letters.please. (:

yay!its friday! (:
TGIF
was quite happy this mrng till during tutorial,my ex-colleague msged me.
she told me that my irritating manager's considering whether to make the temp staffs pay for excess printing.
bloody crap ok.
hello.not like we print for our own benefits.whatever we print is for the office.lol.
then my colleague told me not to pick up the phne when my manager calls.
why not?if she ever calls me,i will want to ask her when's she gg to gif me my pay man.
& we'll see who will haf the last say!bleah.
so dumb. -.-
sometimes i really wonder how she became the manager.
only know how to talk & complain. & use her authority to bully this auntie there.
baa.
enough said.if i continue,i think i will haf nightmares of her tonite.
anw.lunch w the ballers tmr.
fish & co. ((:

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HAPPY MAYDAY,everyone! (:
im so glad its a public holiday.
like finally.
balled in the mrng w ah qin,ah gui,ah fang,sarah & liz at the court downstairs ah qin's hse (:
starting to regain some feel of the game already.
aft so many months w/o proper trngs.
we're gg to THRASH all the others during alumni this yr!yay!
& i think i got tanner!wheeeee!
anw.mos-burgered at ps.but w/o ah qin & ah fang.
all the fats burnt from the runnings came back to look for me :(
aiya.but i dont care.being able to eat is bliss right?
haha.
did some retail therapy.to make myself happy aft this overwhelming week. (:
thank god tmr's friday.
again,im looking forward to my sat.
till then...

Dear lord & all saints above,
please let us receive our acceptance letters from the respective schools soon.
please let us be successful in our applications.
please.