Monday, April 14, 2008
sch strted today.not that sch was bad or what,but maybe cos it felt diff frm jc.tats y i didnt really feel happy today.
bt my class really is alrite.jus gif me some time. (:
speaking of jc...i really miss those days.
talked to elaine on msn.reminsced.
though i really hated lectures & tutorials,i looked forward to gg to sch each day.
cos of my friends & my team.
i miss the days when i irritated the crap out of ms lee during econs lessons.
i miss the days we gossiped in gp classes.
i miss the days when we always do silly tinks in phys class that made mr hon disappointed w us. (not that im a sadist luh!)HAHA.
i miss the days when the team had to do suicide despite us alrdy half dead aft trngs.
i miss the days the smelly us had to do 30 sit ups all tgr as a team.
i miss the days when ms r screamed at us during our games.
well i really miss those good old days.
the fact is that im afraid to move on.
i rather be kept in these memories.than to tell myself to give my new environment a chance as i settle dwn.
i jus feel quite insecure.
w/o those familiar faces besid me.
sobs sobs.
anw wnt to watch the jnrs' first nationals game.
against SA.
i guess most of them really gave in their best & put up a great fight.
although they lost,im still v proud of them.
cos i noe they tried. (:
felt better over dinner w ah gui n sharon.
this sense of familiarity & comfortable-ness.
pls someone.tell me everytink will be alrite in the new environment.tell me i will be fine.
cos im scared,but i duno why. :(
anyway.i kept thinking if it was my fault.
im sorry if i am really the cause.
i'll help you in everyway i can.
i promise.