Monday, July 13, 2009
For the next 2 weeks at least, everyone will see very little of me.here & in person. -.-
probably will still be online, rushing reports and presentations.
i will prob be spending 2/3 of my time in school and the other 1/3 at home to finish up what is instilled for me.lol.
i dont even know when i am free now for some leisure, meet-ups...im not even sure if im going for alumni.
the prob here is that i want to and i would love to.but the things uncompleted just make me feel guilty and somehow staying at home seems to be a better choice. :/
i want to continue ranting on how sad my life is.
but i think this very tiring cirriculum has brought out the very best in me.
i have gone through learning to meet datelines, making sacrifices and also, has allowed me to step out my comfort zone.
i have seen people who are less fortunate than me and yet have such strong willpower.
this is what is keeping me going.
and of cos, the people who have been by my side.my family. :D my funneh coursemates who never fail to make me laugh everyday.and of cos, my other friends who have kindly understood what im going through now and are not blaming me for not spending quality time with them. (:
this is what keeps my mental state healthy.
anw...we watched a video called "mad about english" in class today.
it made me realise how much we (or maybe just me) tend to take alot of things for granted.
i could go on & on about my life and my feelings.
but oh well, i still need to rush for my work.
a few more years, for that better cause. (: